Lost & Found

I sometimes wonder if, in life's plan for me, I'm allowed to have just a limited number of people. I mean, its just insane that whenever I gain a friend, somewhere I lose one too...and vice versa. Its always balancing itself out. Two very important people close to my heart, I just lost them along the way. And now they're both so very far that its impossible to get them back. Because even if they do come back, its never going to be the same. That phase, it just passed. They're my past. Instead I have new friends, with a new chemistry. And these new people, I don't think I can ever do without them - they're a part of me. And if I lose them, I will surely lose myself.